Winter's Summer

its around so much,

i see you - sunshine, you're there

but why does the frost bite at my cheeks? 

why does the wind crawl up my bones? 

why do i need five layers of cloth for warmth? 

where is the summer you so beautifully present? 

you'll follow with the cold

it never left

but the summer illusion captures me 

breathes me in, invites me out 

and when i go, it fights me

every step, every breath, every blink of the way

Winter's summer breeze heals the deepest feels

but in the way like a broken heart heals

it has to be hurt first, cracked open

and then it can welcome the warmth inside,

when there was no door

or bell to ring,

the cold freezes and blows the wall

open, combust...

and the sun shines in