Codependency

give me back my knife,

i want to use it to ,

engrave your name in my bones,

in my soul,

in the corner of my bed frame wall.

oh please,

give me,

the knife that’d do it all,

make us forever, once and for all,

could make us last an infinity,

or end my heart for eternity.

oh please,

do see that you’re the one to be free,

give the knife into my hand,

and grab the one that’s free,

join me

or please,

push the blade through my heart,

because without you 

i fall apart.

please see,

my essence is not me,

i’ve merged with you beyond
what God could ever foresee,

without you i am gone,

I am simply, gone 

and swept away,

to the absence of space

and rather be,

nothing at all.